Dad,
I don't know what to say. If you get this, I'm with God in Heaven waiting on you. The miracle we expected to happen didn't happen. I don't know how you're going to take that, or what you're going to do. Just stay on God. His plan will be complete.
I think I can say to myself, "I have fought the good fight." After a person can say that it's almost their time to go. Mine must have come and gone by now. I know this has to be hard on you, and I can't imagine what you're thinking or feeling. You're the best dad in the world that I know of. You set up yourself as a Christian head of the house, father. There is not much else I could ask for. I love you, Dad.
Hopefully you don't get this and I end up being a little bit like you, and I'll be happy. Wish I could say more.
Your loving son -- Micah
It's funny how many times that I could have died in life in my 27 years, but if God wanted to take me by now he would have, some of us have a different purpose in life, and though we might not understand it, God does. Some are so full of life and only last a short while, some live a long life, but really, there is no such thing as time, it is man-made, Jesus said he is the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. Life really is paradox, it is infinitely simple, and infinitely complex, it just depends on how you look at things. But rest assured, just as God knew you before you are born he knows you after you die, and all the way between.... for he is the Alpha and the Omega......the time you lived on this earth doesn't really matter, it is how you lived and even though I really didn't know you..... you must have lived a complete life.......even if only 16 years........ maybe God needed you....more than even your friends and family......I guess he knows best......when we do not..... I know God needs me......where I am.......and to do many things here on this earth.....I hope I don't see Heaven for a long long time.......because the only thing I fear is not accomplishing everything I was supposed to in life......outside of that.......there is nothing that I am afraid of........ I know Heaven is counting on me..... I don't need to be counting on heaven...... I know God knows what he is doing......he has a good advisor up there.....
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